I had a severe depression. Almost committed suicide bt close person convince me or i started doing meditation or i dnt knw why i didn’t commit suicide still.. I have a childhood dream to become officer clearing upsc exm.. Bt get in caught with hindrances sometime money sometime health etc..i want to ask will i become officer or will my destiny leading me to commit suicide.. Like slow poison.. That means poison is already in body just waiting me to wholly.

Yes you will be able to crack UPSC within June 2023 to April 2024. Sun + Mars conjunction in 5th house is a sure shot combination of going into govt. service. Continue your preparation.
Remedy :-
1. Wear a Manik(Ruby) in right hand ring finger on Sunday sukhla paksha by gold.
2. Recite or Listen ” Aditya Hridaya Stotra ” everyday morning.
Bahut bahut shukriya sir aapka.. Maine ab tak Mahadev pe bharosa rakh kar umeed nhi hari hai par.. Mere negativity muz par kabu paa leti hai.. Usase hi ladh raha hu
pls worship lord SHIVA… offer him water daily n milk on mondays if not daily.. n start meditating.
Sir, i started doing this, since last year have benefited bt my preparation and other things still make me vulnerable.. Hv faith that one day it will be good bt still lose it.. Feel devasted.. Thank you sir for the answer
dear…
go for law…u may end up become judge or highly qualified criminal and income tax related lawyer…of high court or supreme court.
I want be in Indian police services. Mere dashamsha chart me lagnesh mars hai scorpio lagna and mars 10th house me moon ke sath leo ne hai aur 4th me jupiter aquarious
Sir i Want to become ips officer its my childhood dream or passion to become one..bt getting life upside down getting courage fight bt eventually loose cool