And ma’am one thing. Actually in present I am in so stressed or depressed  because of someone. Actually I love her. And she know it very well. That I truly love her. But she always said that I like you. But in present I can’t say anything all depends on destiny agar destiny mein hoga so maybe I’ll Love you otherwise i can’t say anything. So may you please please ? also check this that will she be my spouse or not. I mean will I get her support in my career or struggle time as a girlfriend. Ma’am I really love her so much. And isi wajah se present mein main Bahut zyada stress or depressed  rehene laga hoon ki pata nahi kya hoga wo kabhi accept karegi bhi ya nahi. Ma’am please help??.ma’am har time suicide ke thoughts aate hain. Like lagta hai pata nahi kon sa din last day hoga. Please reply ??